Today was a little stressful to start. Jim and I had to find an alternative place for Reagan to go for day care pretty fast and I was really worried about not being able to emotionally and mentally move to get that done. I really wanted to stay at Lynn’s, but she expressed interest in keeping the current kids – and I don’t blame her at all. I wish things had worked out differently, but that is life. One of the books I have for new mommies said “you will have many day care people helping you with your kid, you will have one, you will have many” or something like that. Basically, I needed to get over it and move on because this stuff is common enough that I had to accept the situation and adjust. Ick, but oh well.

I have to say, as much as I am unhappy with the circumstances, I still really like Lynn. I don’t think that she would have ever put my little girl in a bad situation knowingly. I do think she really cares for Reagan and I know that Reagan really clicked with her. I think because of all that, I had a hard time with the emotional side of our decision to move her. Unfortunately, life happens and we have to move on. I really hope that she and I continue to build a friendship somehow. If not, I still feel that God put her in my life for a reason and I hope I figure out why if it wasn’t to take care of Reagan.